Because I was a bad girl

You know sometimes when you take out your strength and courage to ask for something and you get rejected, and you keep trying and trying thinking this time will be okay and still you get rejected over and over again? It's like pouring cold water right in your face; and all you want to do is to dig a hole in the ground and stuck your head in like a peacock? Because for the n times, I was rejected.

And yea, I did that to others too so who am I to say? Serve me right, I guess.

Yes! Santa dream come true!

I was giving up on my Santa dream and then I see this! Just what I needed! And it's not too late! Bought a plushy toy from Popular without second thought.

Christmas resolution checked ☑️

P/S: Santa is for real ❤️

Let the kindness spread

So I visited the recycle centre yesterday to dispose of an old hairdryer of mine with a defect switch which other else works fine. As soon as I set the hairdryer down, a vagrant approaches it and took it with her. And somehow, seeing this hurts me from the inside. It's just so sad...

I didn't choose the recycle centre for nothing. In fact, that's exactly why I've chosen the recycle centre. I've always known that there are vagrants around the area and they take what was disposed. I decided that if there's anything I could offer, I would. Rather than just throwing it in the rubbish bin, why not give it to someone who appreciates? And since it's the recycle centre, anything that you throw that is not appreciated will proceed to recycling. An act of kindness on one side, and going green on the other. Win win, no?

And since Christmas is coming, I want to make it my resolution to be Santa for a random orphan this year *fingers crossed*

Why is everything in life so hard?

Random post from my phone

Wow wow it's been a long long while. And yet another random post. Remember how I said my random posts are mainly complaints? Or such. Well....

It's just that lately I've been exhausted...with life. You see, life hasn't been going the way I want. But that's supposed to be normal, that's exactly how life is and I shouldn't be depressed. Past experience showed me that life is always sweeter after the bitter - like I ended up getting something better than what I lose. And I'm grateful for everything that happened in my life, good or bad, cause that's what makes me me today. And today? I'm struggling between "getting in the bitter" and "getting through the bitter". And that sucks. I hope it ends soon. I wonder what's waiting for me...