With or without?

"I'm getting tired of my spectacles."

If you hadn't heard this from me, it means that you hadn't been hanging out with me lately.

People have different opinions on me. Some think I look better with spectacles, and some think the opposite. If you ask me, I would say "I don't know, it depends", but I do regret not taking good care of my eyes. Well, actually the fact is, I spoiled my eyes on purpose, because I was stupid when I was young. My sister was the first among us siblings to wear glasses, and I wanted to wear it too (you know, kids follow whatever others do), I was only seven. Parents wouldn't buy one for me, so in order to get one, I have to spoil my eyes. Stupid stupid stupid. Hais hais hais.

Whenever I changed a new spectacles, I think I look good and like it for the moment. But as time passes, I get tired of it, and wanted to change a new look. And I should say, I get tired of it pretty fast. In the end, I prefer myself without spectacles.

Trying to be as similar as possible, with and without spectacles. Which do you prefer?

One good thing is that my degree isn't very high, I can still see without my spectacles. It's just that, I'm used to wearing it now. My degree hadn't change since Form 5. And for your information, I only started wearing spectacles after I started driving, which is during my Form 6. I have no problem with my vision all this time without my spectacles. But to be safe (especially during night time), I drive with my spectacles. To prevent myself from forgetting to wear my spectacles everytime I drive (which I always do forgot), I started putting on spectacles all the time, all day long... Eventually, I get used to it, and now when I took it off, my vision went blur... Oh, how I miss those times when I can see clearly even without my spectacles. I want to get back to those times... Maybe I should start taking off my spectacles now, and try get used to not wearing it like how I get used to wearing it?

Rollerblade

I CAN SKATE!!!! Yes, I can skate! Yooohoooo~

I didn't know there's a place for rollerblade in Kuching until my brother's friend introduced it to me! It was so much fun! So much falling, but one word, FUN! Oh by the way, I only went two times and I CAN SKATE~ Lalalala, say me haolian (proud) or whatever you like, I CAN SKATE~~~~

Cool, right? Like this photo so much!

Okay, let me story you a little. During my first day of skating, I fell so much! Muahahahaha! Fall till my palms got bruise, and I believe my butt got bruise too. Hahahaha~ But it's the falling process that teaches you. If you don't have the gut to leave the wall and fall, you won't learn. (Woots, say till like I'm so experienced...muahahahaha)

Sushi King after my first skate!

My Tori Karaage~

I thought they eliminated my Tori Karaage already, cause I didn't see it during my previous Sushi Bonanza trip. Glad I still can see it! Muahahaha!

Oh, and something extra...

Tadddaaa! These are all mine! Muahahahaha~

Brother's friend played the claw machine and get these plushy toys and sweets. He didn't keep any. Most of them are with me... No, I'm not greedy, but no one wants to keep it, so.... I did a great help for keeping them, ok? Muahahaha. But actually I only want the plushy toys, not the sweets... You really should thank me for keeping the sweets...cause they sucks. I mean really. The sweets taste so bad... Well, at least some are fine...

Anyway, looking forward to my next rollerblade game, which will be after exam. Oh oh, exam....

My 21st Presents

So I'm officially 21 years old. No, I'm not happy. I want to be childish, I want to be 12!

Anyway, here's all the presents I received for my birthday this year.

A huge bear from my senior, a shirt from my best friend - YH, an eye shadow from Phyllis and Cassey, a mascara, make-up remover and a packet of cotton pads from my lao gong - Cherry. And my lao gong surprised me with her blog post too! I'm so touched reading her blog post. Lao gong is being so considerate... Love you~ Muacks!

The eye shadow bought by Phyllis and Cassey. I did tried to use it, but I see no difference. Hahahaha. It's meant to look natural.

The mascara and make-up remover from my lao gong. It did help my eye lashes to curl, and the removing part wasn't as hard as I thought would be, thanks lao gong~

I did tried to put on make-ups during dinner, but seriously, I don't see the difference....

Any differences??

Okay, I'm still very ignorant in make-ups...

Taddaa! The shirt from YH. Just the right size!

Some didn't buy me anything, but they paid for my lunch or dinner. Get to enjoy two days of free lunch and dinner~ Thanks~ I had a great birthday this year!

P/S: Noticed how most of my presents this year are make-ups? Oh oh, cause girl is growing up *unhappy face*.

My 21st

Finally! It's holiday! Sorry for the drag for my birthday post, I'm so-called "busy". Muahahahaha.

Okay, so I had this big surprise from my friends. I knew they were going to celebrate my birthday, in fact, they didn't hide it, they invited me out telling me they want to celebrate my birthday, so without second thought, I didn't expect any surprise. Or, even if I did, no way I would ever think of that kinda surprise! No way! Why? I will tell you why later, just continue reading...

So we decided to have our lunch at...

Xian Ding Wei @ the Spring.

Then this girl friend of mine, Phyllis, excused herself by saying "my boyfriend is here, he'll be joining us, I go fetch him, be right back". Come to think of it, I should have had my suspicions by then! BUT I DIDN'T! WHYYYY??? I don't knowwwww. I'm too concentrated in guessing who's the boyfriend, I'd never seen him, so I'm somewhat curious... And also thanks to Cassey for her great acting skill, acting as curious as me, ishhhh.

I'm originally sitting at the seat facing the entrance, then I'm stupid enough to suggest "hey, if she's bringing her boyfriend, where should he sit? We can't sit like that..." and again Cassey's great acting skill, act stupid with me, changing our seats here and there, and I ended up sitting at a seat back against the entrance... Stupid much?

Well, I still kinda sliiightly ruined their plan though. Cause we waited for so long for her so-called "boyfriend" to arrive... I happened to turn my head saying "why so long?" and saw her walking to the entrance! BUT, alone?! Her reaction then aroused my suspicions - she yelled at me to turn back by saying "don't see, he's shy".... I immediately think "oh, so you planned a surprise with your boyfriend?", but I have TOTALLY no idea what kinda of surprise they could give me, I mean, I don't even know who's the boyfriend, why would he plan any surprise for me? And up till then, Cassey is still acting! She's like so innocent, not knowing there'll be a surprise... And I thought she's "clean" and that Phyllis was the only one planning the whole thing... Cassey, you go be actress la~

Then someone touched my back signalling me to turn back. The first thing I see, is a cake, with candles lighted. Then I quickly shifted my sight to the guy holding the cake, wanting to see exactly who is that, and..... HELL?! ANDY?! I mean, ANDY CHUNG?! (Andy Chung is my classmate by the way). WHY HIM?? I immediately realized I was cheated... But this is still not the main surprise. The main one is hiding behind Andy!

Slowly, YH appeared behind Andy! OH MY GOSH, YH!!!? My best friend aka my sister other than my lao gong, Cherry! Now let me tell you why I'm sooo surprised. My friends, those who hang out with me that day, have no connection with YH! They knew YH is my best friend, cause I mentioned it alot, but they don't know her! But Andy do know her. But still, who would think they actually go through Andy to contact YH to be my surprise guest? I'm so touched the moment YH made her appearance. Awhhh.

Take a look at my birthday cake, chosen by Andy.

Then they asked me to bite out the candles...

See that damn Andy buried the candle so deep!

Processing....

Mission accomplished! Muahahahaha, I cheated of course.

And if you're wondering why they didn't bury my face into the cake, that's cause I warned them not to. I will get angry. Yes, I will get angry, I don't want to wash my face and hair, especially in the public.

Okay, that's all for this post, thanks everyone for the birthday wishes, celebrations, and presents. Will post about the presents during my next post. Cheers.