Yes! Santa dream come true!

I was giving up on my Santa dream and then I see this! Just what I needed! And it's not too late! Bought a plushy toy from Popular without second thought.

Christmas resolution checked ☑️

P/S: Santa is for real ❤️

Let the kindness spread

So I visited the recycle centre yesterday to dispose of an old hairdryer of mine with a defect switch which other else works fine. As soon as I set the hairdryer down, a vagrant approaches it and took it with her. And somehow, seeing this hurts me from the inside. It's just so sad...

I didn't choose the recycle centre for nothing. In fact, that's exactly why I've chosen the recycle centre. I've always known that there are vagrants around the area and they take what was disposed. I decided that if there's anything I could offer, I would. Rather than just throwing it in the rubbish bin, why not give it to someone who appreciates? And since it's the recycle centre, anything that you throw that is not appreciated will proceed to recycling. An act of kindness on one side, and going green on the other. Win win, no?

And since Christmas is coming, I want to make it my resolution to be Santa for a random orphan this year *fingers crossed*

Why is everything in life so hard?

Random post from my phone

Wow wow it's been a long long while. And yet another random post. Remember how I said my random posts are mainly complaints? Or such. Well....

It's just that lately I've been exhausted...with life. You see, life hasn't been going the way I want. But that's supposed to be normal, that's exactly how life is and I shouldn't be depressed. Past experience showed me that life is always sweeter after the bitter - like I ended up getting something better than what I lose. And I'm grateful for everything that happened in my life, good or bad, cause that's what makes me me today. And today? I'm struggling between "getting in the bitter" and "getting through the bitter". And that sucks. I hope it ends soon. I wonder what's waiting for me...

Colorful Bruise

First thing first, let me show off my bruises!

Bruise on my thigh.

And bruise on my hand.

It's so colorful because it's the result (ultimate evident) from playing paintball~

I didn't know Kuching got such thing until the bf's friend mentioned (or maybe it's not considered Kuching? It's somewhere near Santubong). And I requested to tag along. How can I miss such an opportunity? Dad was against it because he was told it hurts but I insisted on playing. He can't stop me, no.

So this is basically how the paintball field look like. I was expecting it to be larger. But that's fine, cause the game do not require a big field. And I was expecting the game to last longer... Fact is, the average duration for the game is only about 3 minutes. But still fun!

And this is the lobby.

I played 3 matches. During the first match, I was so desperately shooting at my target that I didn't notice I ran out of bullet. I surrendered and ended my first match without being shot. Then during the second match, I tried my best to save my bullet. Second match was a long match. I was out after being shot in the fingers with lots of bullets left. Passed my gun to my teammate who ran out of bullet, but that's cheating, I think. Hahaha. For your information, being shot in the fingers doesn't hurt AT ALL! I hardly noticed I was shot. I only feel liquid flowing down my fingers and noticed I was shot... Ended second match feeling rather disappointed because I was looking forward to colorful shirt and bruises... LOL. And then the third match fulfilled my dream. I was hit almost immediately after the match started, LOL. 3 shots at a time some more. It happened so sudden and the pain come and go. The next thing I know, I saw orange liquid down my hand and pants and thigh. Not too sure which comes first. But that doesn't matter... I was shot! Yay, photo-taking session......

See my orange pants? Okay, I know it's only a very small area... Was expecting it to be bigger, but the bullet is only as big as your eyeball (or maybe smaller), how big area do you expect it to hit? Oh by the way, just for your information, the paint can be washed off easily, so no worries in whatever you're wearing. Blood is way harder to wash than this.

As a conclusion, it's not exactly that pain. Much much more endurable than I imagined. Guess I can endure pain more than I know. I'm somewhat addicted to the pain... and it makes me want to get a tattoo... kekeke. Anyway, I think I prefer paintball over laser tag. But I know people who prefer laser tag over paintball... So it all depends on the individual itself. I prefer paintball for one reason, it's more real and more challenging as compared to laser tag. One thing I'm disappointed about is that the bullet only shoot orange liquid... I want yellow, green, red, blue...rainbow color~ lalala, colorful life~